Breaking My Stride...

A terrible thought has moved into my mind
Like an unwanted room-mate drunk on wine
It feeds on my happiness won't pay the rent
I must take proper measures to evict it

A terrible thought has moved into my mind
A giant rat that's nibbling on my pride
It's tearing away my patience and my wit
I must take proper measures set a trap for it

What a terrible thought

I don't care what you've done
I don't care who you've won
I know in the end you'll have your fun

But you can't have it here
And I won't let you steer
You know I don't want you in my mind

I must stay calm you know and I must be clear
It's gonna take a hundred thoughts to make this one disappear
A train like that could travel a soul for years
A terrible thought could have a terribly long career

What minds have you shredded
I bet they regretted
Having ever thought you up
Just look at you shine
Commiting your crimes
You know I don't want you in my mind

'cause you're breaking my stride
You poisonous vine
You're strangling me inside
You're breaking my stride
You poisonous vine
You're strangling me inside
You're breaking my stride

What a terrible thought...

What is your greatest worry because you seem to be worried all the time

Sometimes I can't hear myself think

You have to speak a little louder,
I can't understand a word you're saying

Sometimes I can't hear myself think

"Terrible Thought"-Poe, "Haunted" (2000)




Name: Spaz

Birthday: I have one of those...I think?

Birthplace: Berlin, Germany

Current Location: At my desk.

Eye Color: Grey

Hair Color: Dark Blonde

Height: It's not official...but somewhere between 5'7''-5'9''.

Right Handed or Left Handed: It depends on who you're asking...

Your Heritage: You'd be better off not knowing.

The Shoes You Wore Today: My Wal-Mart sandals.

Your Weakness: Hmmm...i think far too much and care even more.

Your Fears: I have some of those too.

Your Perfect Pizza: Not really sure...

Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Not scrounge for a living?

Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "Yah, but i've never had any complaints." (For those of you who know what THAT'S referring to) or "I'm not paid enough for this."

Thoughts When First Waking Up: "What day is it and what does Pooka want?"

Your Best Physical Feature: Do i have one of those? O_o?

Your Bedtime: It happens every so often...generally around twice a week.

Your Most Cherished Memory: We won't take that road.

Pepsi or Coke: Neither

MacDonalds or Burger King: Neither

Single or Group Dates: I don't go on dates.

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither

Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla

Cappuccino or Coffee: Venti Skinny Sugar Free Hazlenut Latte; iced.

Do you Smoke: No

Do you Swear: Often, to various deities.

Do you Sing: I make noise from time to time.

Do you Shower Daily: At least.

Have you Been in Love: Yes

Do you want to go to College: I'm already there.

Do you want to get Married: It's illegal.

Do you believe in yourself: Sometimes.

Do you get Motion Sickness: Used to.

Do you think you are Attractive: I'm not really sure.

Are you a Health Freak: Not really.

Do you get along with your Parents: About as much as can be expected i suppose.

Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes

Do you play an Instrument: I play with them...yes.

In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No

In the past month have you Smoked: No

In the past month have you been on Drugs: No

In the past month have you gone on a Date: No

In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes

In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No

In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes

In the past month have you been on Stage: Yes

In the past month have you been Dumped: I would say yes.

In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No

In the past month have you Stolen Anything: It's called "Long Term Loan".

Ever been Drunk: No

Ever been called a Tease: Not really.

Ever been Beaten up: Yes

Ever Shoplifted: Yes

How do you want to Die: Not really sure.

What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Alive is a generally good plan.

What country would you most like to Visit: I'd like to go back to Japan.

In a Boy/Girl..

Favourite Eye Color: I like green, but almost any color works for me.

Favourite Hair Color: Hmm...i like dark hair.

Short or Long Hair: Long, that that doesn't seem to be too popular.

Height: Taller than me, which isn't hard to do.

Weight: Hmmm...proportional or better works for me.

Best Clothing Style: Whatever they like best and feel best suits them.

Number of Drugs I have taken: None.

Number of CDs I own: A lot...

Number of Piercings: Five

Number of Tattoos: None

Number of things in my Past I Regret: Not many.